Lord, have mercy on my rough and rowdy ways.
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On the way to church this morning my parents decided it was the appropriate time to ask me if I was sexually active, or planning on being active. They trapped me in the car, and all I could say was “been there, had that”. Which I haven’t. But I’m awkward, and couldn’t think. Thank mom and dad.
I accidentally flirted with a married man today at work, I guess he wasn’t shopping at Charming Charlie for his mom…
oh yeah, and then the real world.
Just a side note, I get things done. I don’t waste time, and I get what I want and what needs to be done done about 99% of the time.
I’m so motivated about the future, its ridiculous. Big things are happening, big, big things. Thank the Lord, none of this would be happening if it weren’t for his Grace, Peace, Love and Mercy.
Geography FinalEducational Theory FinalAtom Model Exhibit/FinalWater Boiling Lab write-upGeography Map Quiz Retakes - regions, physical features, comprehensive- English Final
- Math Final
1 down, 6 to go.
This hellish semester has somehow miraculously prepared me for the this winter’s finals week. I’m not as stressed, so far, I’m getting sleep and balancing all my work. Its so much easier to get things done when you’re not waking up at 5:30 and teaching 5th graders all day, not that I don’t love that too. The only thing that is stressing me out at this moment is the poor attitudes and negative personas of my classmates right now. I understand that we have a lot to do, and that our science class is probably the most stressful thing in the entire world, but its all going to be done. In 4 days, we will be free from the reigns of some of the worst professors I’ve ever encountered and done with what people have said is the hardest, most intense semester of the 2 years Middle Grades Cohort program. It all ends, nothing goes on forever. We are so close.
So close, yet so far. 23 hours and counting.
Geography Final- Educational Theory Final
- Atom Model Exhibit/Final
- Water Boiling Lab write-up
- Geography Map Quiz Retakes - regions, physical features, comprehensive
- English Final
- Math Final
1 down, 6 to go.
This hellish semester has somehow miraculously prepared me for the this winter’s finals week. I’m not as stressed, so far, I’m getting sleep and balancing all my work. Its so much easier to get things done when you’re not waking up at 5:30 and teaching 5th graders all day, not that I don’t love that too. The only thing that is stressing me out at this moment is the poor attitudes and negative personas of my classmates right now. I understand that we have a lot to do, and that our science class is probably the most stressful thing in the entire world, but its all going to be done. In 4 days, we will be free from the reigns of some of the worst professors I’ve ever encountered and done with what people have said is the hardest, most intense semester of the 2 years Middle Grades Cohort program. It all ends, nothing goes on forever. We are so close.
sometimes I look at the facebook profiles of people I’ve made out with and remember I have made poor decisions.
Sometimes I wonder if they think the same thing about me. Then I remember that I’m perfect and go on with my day.
This past week, this weekend, this coming week. November. I just can’t handle it anymore.
Monday:
- placement: a lesson plan and 2 observations (7-3)
- Geography exam and class (5-8)
- study, study, study
Tuesday:
- 200 pages of reading due: 8am
- 4 pages of math problems due for math at 9:30am
- English Exam #2
- heat problems
- lab write up
- concept map development
- 2 chapters of reading
- and then science from 5-9pm
Wednesday:
- placement
Thursday:
- 4-5 page Literature Review for action research due
- 10-15 minutes English Presentation due
- more math homework
Friday:
- hosting a “Fall Family Fun Fest” for the middle school in town, while we our asses chewed out from the senior cohort for not doing our part.
The weekend:
- make up for the reading I didn’t do and do my 15 minute Cultural Region powerpoint presentation and study for the map quizzes I failed that I have to make up.
Thats what I have to do this week.
or,
I could just quit. I wonder if anyone else, in any other program out there reconsiders their major as much as I do. The only thing that makes me happy is teaching, and they ruin. Someone asked me the other day how I was doing, I told them “Honestly, I feel dead inside.”
I don’t care if this is unprofessional, kick me out. I don’t give a flying fuck about anything anymore.
